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I’ll Be No One

Fuck you! Fuck your insensitive analogy! Fuck your unsolicited advise! Fuck your request for friendship! You fucked me! Now I am fucked. No wonder you can’t sleep at night. But you do have the ultimate control- just what you need! I will never forgive you for slamming the door in my face with your [...]

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I woke up yesterday morning in a funk. When I sat with my feelings, I realized I’m pretty pissed off at Robin.
I looked back at her match.com profile and found it ironic that it said “I need someone who is not afraid to commit”. Her lack of commitment is what did us in. [...]

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Nature vs. Nurture.
Robin and I haven’t spoken in over 48 hours. This is primarily at her insistence. When we spoke Monday evening, we chitchatted despite the crushingly narrow depth of field brought by the lens of our crumbling relationship. She said she wasn’t up for talking about the issues we were facing [...]

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How to Heal? Use a Razor.

2nd night in a row unable to sleep.
I’m thinking more about the wire monkeys and Imago. I think the baby monkey with the wire surrogate is a pretty accurate model for the type of damage I carry. And I think the ideas of Imago make pretty good sense. That we find a [...]

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